Dah lama tunggu hari ni nak datang. Finally, datang jugak akhirnya. Tunggu untuk satu benda yg kau tak yakin benda tu akan dtg, and bila kau dapat benda tu, jangan tanya ah rasa dia mcm mana.
Kau-kau yg pernah ckp aku takkan sampai pada hari ini, kau-kau yg pernah merendah-rendahkan aku. Kau-kau yg buat bet dgn kau, cepat la bagi apa yg aku dah menang. Aku happy bukan sebab aku menang bet, aku happy sebab aku menang perang. Perang selama 1 tahun yg paling fuck. Dan bila kau menang perang, tipu kalau ckp kau tak bangga diri. Tipu!
Bagi aku, kalau kau tak boleh nak lupakan satu benda untuk 1 tahun, ialah 1 tahun yg paling lama kau pernah hidup. Lepas harini, aku takkan tengok balik hari tu dah.
I'm officially one-year single
I know karma's comin' to pay me back. I'm hurt the sweetest thang that's on the map.
For almost a year being single, and being stuckup with Joker, yeah it was stupid but then Mat Kool came and just grab the thing that any guy can't reach. I admit, I'm happy with Mat Kool, cause he's fat. He's my lullaby and my morning alarm. I can bug him whenever I want, and when he gets mad or trying to deny it, I laugh like mad cause he's just real cute.
I love you and I love the way we keep our relationship professionaly, but then making it a secret is bitching me up. Tell me, is it karma, revenge or love? Answer me! You said it takes a long time for a girl like her, so what are you trying to say? That I should wait for you a lil' bit longer for you? Now that's a BIG question mark.
For what I've read that thing just now, it strikes me again knowing that may be you don't need me.
So, tell me who's the heartbreaker now?
Your face make me wanna learn how to box
Memang dah tak main la ayat 'tengok diri sendiri dalam cermin', tapi kalau kau tgk diri kau dalam cermin, kau akan sepak diri sendiri tahu tak. That's how bad you are. You're a real mind-fucked up bitch. This time, for real.
Apa kau nak? Kau nak seksa diri sendiri, atau kau nak lepaskan dia dan kau happy? Tepuk dada tanya selera sekarang. Apa yg aku dengar cerita tadi buat telinga panas. Panas tahu panas. Apa yg kau dah buat kat dia tu salah, dan mmg aku tak expect kau jenis .. macam mana nak cakap ah, pukimak la senang cerita.
Ps; Agak-agak dah terasa, cepat-cepat settle.
All my life have been good but now I'm thinking what the hell.
Woooooooooooooaaah, cerita gempak brader! Meh sini aku nak kau pikir, cuba kau pikir kenapa kau buat mcm-mcm even kalau kau dah tahu dia member aku? Sekuat mana kau nak tipu pun, takkan ke mana. C'mon la, kita semua tahu cerita betul. Apa yg nak kecoh-kecoh sekarang ni?
Kau nak hina, maki-maki pun dekat orang lain please, kau dah tahu dia member aku, lepak la, minum teh tarik dulu la kalau gangster. Apa plan kau ni? Kau jgn nak putar belit cerita, mmg salah org la kau nak hina sana sini. Lain kali nak lepaskan marah, pilih org sikit please.
I wanna settle it now, and I mean now.
How's it feels like to be in love?
You make me feel I-have-no-idea-what-the-fuck-is-it feelings, every time you're around. You make me feel like crap when you're not around me.
This feeling ..
..is killing me
I see you in heaven, my boy. ♥
It's been awhile I leave my blog, and today I feel like blogging cause I'm officially a serial heart breaker.
Cakap la apa nak dicakap, hina la apa yg patut kena hina. Maki la maki. Ntah kenapa selepas apa yg jadi semalam, aku jadi baran semacam. Tak tahu la nak marah dekat siapa, mungkin marah sendiri?
I kenal dgn satu laki ni, Rango la senang cerita and semua benda kita ada sebelum hilang mcm tu je. I pun tak tahu apa jadi. Bukan nak kata aku defense diri sendiri tapi mmg aku tak ingat. Everyhing was so blurred that time, and stress out.
Bryan Adams - Everything I Do
